Stress + Regrets = I need to make a change..
I cant look into my past for helpbecause nothing is the same
I have only a handfull of people i can talk to
and even they are being re-evaluated as we speak...
Feeling like the scumb of the earth
No haircut
Phone is off
Rents due
Car is broke down again
I need to make a change but where do i begin?
My Dreams always shoved to the side because im just trying to stay alive
This aint livingThis is called "barely getting by"
I rather have my life come to a end today
If nothing but mediocrity is promised to come my way
I know its up to me to try to make a change
but dammit ive been trying!
And have nothing to show for it but strain...
and ofcourse, inner pain.
.Its hard to smile anymore
even through laughter
Yall might think my life is good on the outside looking in
But honestly being in it is a living disaster..
where did I go wrong?
Ive always been a generous man
but when i need a helping hand
No ones there to even comfort me
or atleast try & act like they understand
Life is craaaaazy
And im A BROKEn MAN
Pun intended
Friday, September 18, 2009
Friday, May 1, 2009
Theft And I Freestyling about the Xmen on Aim lol


What Youre about to witness :
A Reglular Conversation on Aim With Me And My Nigga Theft
Turned into back In fourth Callobo Freestyle about The Xmen lol
*Viewer Discretion is advised* lol
ToMmyToMmrocks: have u been having the chance 2 rap?
[15:50] Pope: 2 my self......lol
[15:51] ToMmyToMmrocks: i mean Write*
[15:51] ToMmyToMmrocks: lol
[15:51] ToMmyToMmrocks: fuckin up
[15:52] Pope: Yea....ima give u a bar
[15:52] ToMmyToMmrocks: ok
[15:52] Pope: (auto-response from DADDYSWAGGER333) H ToWn....Ya dIG......RouND 2....ItZ oN......ThE LAKE ShOw.....iN FrOnT oF uS.....im ReAdY 2 BlAst oFf.....BeAT La......bEaT lA!!!!...lol
A Reglular Conversation on Aim With Me And My Nigga Theft
Turned into back In fourth Callobo Freestyle about The Xmen lol
*Viewer Discretion is advised* lol
ToMmyToMmrocks: have u been having the chance 2 rap?
[15:50] Pope: 2 my self......lol
[15:51] ToMmyToMmrocks: i mean Write*
[15:51] ToMmyToMmrocks: lol
[15:51] ToMmyToMmrocks: fuckin up
[15:52] Pope: Yea....ima give u a bar
[15:52] ToMmyToMmrocks: ok
[15:52] Pope: (auto-response from DADDYSWAGGER333) H ToWn....Ya dIG......RouND 2....ItZ oN......ThE LAKE ShOw.....iN FrOnT oF uS.....im ReAdY 2 BlAst oFf.....BeAT La......bEaT lA!!!!...lol
[15:55] Pope: Im N the streets nigga n all blue plus im on that x man yez sir ima a beast nigga
[15:56] ToMmyToMmrocks: LOL
[15:57] Pope: Lol
[15:57] Pope: Ya dig
[15:57] ToMmyToMmrocks: Imma Beast My ninja
Xmen In all blue
we quick to give Magneto Crew the blues
[15:58] Pope: Lol
[15:58] ToMmyToMmrocks: Cyclops is Scoping
while wolverine Gets tha poking on you Suckas
Xmen! we some bad motherfuckas
[15:58] ToMmyToMmrocks: lol
[15:58] Pope: Lol
[15:58] Pope: Bars
[15:59] ToMmyToMmrocks: lol fo dayz
[16:00] Pope: Wit Night crawler....he night brawler..........and wit mystic......she ant so she a lot smaller......lol
[16:00] Pope: Ii hope that's her name
[16:01] ToMmyToMmrocks: Lol yeah thats her name
[16:01] Pope: Yes sir
[16:02] ToMmyToMmrocks: OR With that nigga Gambit Cutting nOthing But queens
We on tha road to riches
Playing Poker with the baddest bitches lol
[16:03] Pope: And shit we can't 4get rouge...........and ice man 2 he was only n 1 episode
[16:04] ToMmyToMmrocks: Lmao!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
[16:04] Pope: Lol
[16:04] ToMmyToMmrocks: LOLL!!!!
[16:04] Pope: He was..
[16:05] ToMmyToMmrocks:
Cold Blooded Its time 2 beat these cowards up again
man, I wish my Nigga Professor X can walk again :(
[16:06] ToMmyToMmrocks: wheel chair bound..dead from the waistdown
[16:06] Pope: Lol
[16:06] Pope: Lmao
[16:07] Pope: Uhh............me and tommy T we blaze the booth.................comin n this bitch beastin like saber tooth
[16:08] ToMmyToMmrocks: LOL
[16:09] Pope: U can't keep it going
[16:09] ToMmyToMmrocks: i cant think of nobody else!
[16:10] ToMmyToMmrocks: lmaoo
[16:10] ToMmyToMmrocks: im trying 2 think of somebody
[16:10] Pope: Lmao
[16:10] ToMmyToMmrocks: Im telling u we the truth u
have been warned
raining on your parade like my Homegirl storm
[16:11] ToMmyToMmrocks: flying through your set like the homegirl jill
[16:12] ToMmyToMmrocks: Get a kiss from rose you know her shit kills
pope: im every where u should be..........and we get there we get it poppin like the hands on jublie.......
[16:12] Pope: Lol
[16:12] ToMmyToMmrocks: LmAoOoo
[16:12] Pope: Lmao
[16:13] ToMmyToMmrocks: They think imma G
Cuzz i cant take my glasses off
Im cyclops When I do My shit blastin OFF
[16:13] Pope: Lmao
[16:13] ToMmyToMmrocks: LOLLL
[16:13] Pope: Lmao
[16:13] ToMmyToMmrocks: we some fools
[16:13] Pope: Ll
[16:13] ToMmyToMmrocks: imma save this one
[16:13] Pope: Lol
[16:17] ToMmyToMmrocks: I got them going
Bars Im Planting them
Shit made Like wolverine 100% Andamantium
ToMmyToMmrocks: man im bored
[16:19] Pope: Uhh.......u beatin us u got no shot................ roll deep itz a lot of us like the tall robots
[16:20] Pope: and well blaze ya .........cuz we shoot lasers's
[16:20] Pope: Lol....I dig that every body casper
[16:21] ToMmyToMmrocks: LmaOooO
[16:24] ToMmyToMmrocks: They say the apocolypse is coming
And PRofesor X Is still in a coma
And big blob just crashed tha hummer
Damn Talk about Bad Karma
[16:25] Pope: Lmao.....lol
[16:26] ToMmyToMmrocks: lol
[16:27] ToMmyToMmrocks: everytime i watch some old episodes that nigga always in a coma dreaming about him walking again lol
[16:27] Pope: Ill fucc her don't let me catch ya bitch slippin........................rouge turned 2 phoienx now this bitch trippin
[16:27] Pope: Lol
[16:28] ToMmyToMmrocks: LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
[16:28] Pope: Lmao
[16:29] Pope: Lmao
[16:29] ToMmyToMmrocks: She keep Having Flashbacks
She fucking cyclops
but want that nigga wolverine baCk
Now she feelin Trapped
[16:29] Pope: Lmao
[16:29] Pope: Lol And now we not even on earth no mo....we n a space ship.......the season comin 2 a close now im srt8 pissed......
[16:32] ToMmyToMmrocks: Lmaooo
[16:32] ToMmyToMmrocks: And Profesor X still aint woke up aint that a Bitch!
[16:33] ToMmyToMmrocks: That shit was random and clever lol
[16:33] Pope: Hell yea......that was hard
[16:34] Pope: U know it was over tho when they got into the space ship
[16:37] ToMmyToMmrocks: lMaooo
[15:56] ToMmyToMmrocks: LOL
[15:57] Pope: Lol
[15:57] Pope: Ya dig
[15:57] ToMmyToMmrocks: Imma Beast My ninja
Xmen In all blue
we quick to give Magneto Crew the blues
[15:58] Pope: Lol
[15:58] ToMmyToMmrocks: Cyclops is Scoping
while wolverine Gets tha poking on you Suckas
Xmen! we some bad motherfuckas
[15:58] ToMmyToMmrocks: lol
[15:58] Pope: Lol
[15:58] Pope: Bars
[15:59] ToMmyToMmrocks: lol fo dayz
[16:00] Pope: Wit Night crawler....he night brawler..........and wit mystic......she ant so she a lot smaller......lol
[16:00] Pope: Ii hope that's her name
[16:01] ToMmyToMmrocks: Lol yeah thats her name
[16:01] Pope: Yes sir
[16:02] ToMmyToMmrocks: OR With that nigga Gambit Cutting nOthing But queens
We on tha road to riches
Playing Poker with the baddest bitches lol
[16:03] Pope: And shit we can't 4get rouge...........and ice man 2 he was only n 1 episode
[16:04] ToMmyToMmrocks: Lmao!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
[16:04] Pope: Lol
[16:04] ToMmyToMmrocks: LOLL!!!!
[16:04] Pope: He was..
[16:05] ToMmyToMmrocks:
Cold Blooded Its time 2 beat these cowards up again
man, I wish my Nigga Professor X can walk again :(
[16:06] ToMmyToMmrocks: wheel chair bound..dead from the waistdown
[16:06] Pope: Lol
[16:06] Pope: Lmao
[16:07] Pope: Uhh............me and tommy T we blaze the booth.................comin n this bitch beastin like saber tooth
[16:08] ToMmyToMmrocks: LOL
[16:09] Pope: U can't keep it going
[16:09] ToMmyToMmrocks: i cant think of nobody else!
[16:10] ToMmyToMmrocks: lmaoo
[16:10] ToMmyToMmrocks: im trying 2 think of somebody
[16:10] Pope: Lmao
[16:10] ToMmyToMmrocks: Im telling u we the truth u
have been warned
raining on your parade like my Homegirl storm
[16:11] ToMmyToMmrocks: flying through your set like the homegirl jill
[16:12] ToMmyToMmrocks: Get a kiss from rose you know her shit kills
pope: im every where u should be..........and we get there we get it poppin like the hands on jublie.......
[16:12] Pope: Lol
[16:12] ToMmyToMmrocks: LmAoOoo
[16:12] Pope: Lmao
[16:13] ToMmyToMmrocks: They think imma G
Cuzz i cant take my glasses off
Im cyclops When I do My shit blastin OFF
[16:13] Pope: Lmao
[16:13] ToMmyToMmrocks: LOLLL
[16:13] Pope: Lmao
[16:13] ToMmyToMmrocks: we some fools
[16:13] Pope: Ll
[16:13] ToMmyToMmrocks: imma save this one
[16:13] Pope: Lol
[16:17] ToMmyToMmrocks: I got them going
Bars Im Planting them
Shit made Like wolverine 100% Andamantium
ToMmyToMmrocks: man im bored
[16:19] Pope: Uhh.......u beatin us u got no shot................ roll deep itz a lot of us like the tall robots
[16:20] Pope: and well blaze ya .........cuz we shoot lasers's
[16:20] Pope: Lol....I dig that every body casper
[16:21] ToMmyToMmrocks: LmaOooO
[16:24] ToMmyToMmrocks: They say the apocolypse is coming
And PRofesor X Is still in a coma
And big blob just crashed tha hummer
Damn Talk about Bad Karma
[16:25] Pope: Lmao.....lol
[16:26] ToMmyToMmrocks: lol
[16:27] ToMmyToMmrocks: everytime i watch some old episodes that nigga always in a coma dreaming about him walking again lol
[16:27] Pope: Ill fucc her don't let me catch ya bitch slippin........................rouge turned 2 phoienx now this bitch trippin
[16:27] Pope: Lol
[16:28] ToMmyToMmrocks: LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
[16:28] Pope: Lmao
[16:29] Pope: Lmao
[16:29] ToMmyToMmrocks: She keep Having Flashbacks
She fucking cyclops
but want that nigga wolverine baCk
Now she feelin Trapped
[16:29] Pope: Lmao
[16:29] Pope: Lol And now we not even on earth no mo....we n a space ship.......the season comin 2 a close now im srt8 pissed......
[16:32] ToMmyToMmrocks: Lmaooo
[16:32] ToMmyToMmrocks: And Profesor X still aint woke up aint that a Bitch!
[16:33] ToMmyToMmrocks: That shit was random and clever lol
[16:33] Pope: Hell yea......that was hard
[16:34] Pope: U know it was over tho when they got into the space ship
[16:37] ToMmyToMmrocks: lMaooo
Monday, April 27, 2009
Fallin For You
Girl..
I aint the type too sell dreams
But you and me would be perfect if you know what I mean
Yeah ?
Shawty I aint playing..
Whisper in your ear incase you can't hear what I'm Saying
Word?
I won't converse with the haters
Letchu know I care for you
Never No heart breaker!
Better I would make you !
Me and you
The Skies Are blue
Together + forever
No telling what we can do
No telling what views we see
Over seas
You And Me
I am destined for success
So just journey on this quest with me
You're all I need next too me
My one and only necessity
You Invest in me
So its only right that I accept the fee...
Baby girl...
You really rock my world
You Own it
My discolored Taste
you toned it
and Not to mention
my Unfocus Attention
you honed it
Youre as close as a clone Gets
To an angel
I swear my life was in mangles
Until you showed me
It was possible
to Untangle
The Tangled
Uh huh
its Only YoU I adore
You Who I pefer
You Who I lean Towards
Not neglecting phsyics
So Im falling towards you
And not neglecting the real
Which Means Im falling for you...
Im Falling for you
Im
Im
Im Falling For you *Yeah*
Im Falling for you
Im
Im
Im falling for you *Uh huh*
Vibing out all.....
Im Falling for you
Im
Im
Im falling for you....
I aint the type too sell dreams
But you and me would be perfect if you know what I mean
Yeah ?
Shawty I aint playing..
Whisper in your ear incase you can't hear what I'm Saying
Word?
I won't converse with the haters
Letchu know I care for you
Never No heart breaker!
Better I would make you !
Me and you
The Skies Are blue
Together + forever
No telling what we can do
No telling what views we see
Over seas
You And Me
I am destined for success
So just journey on this quest with me
You're all I need next too me
My one and only necessity
You Invest in me
So its only right that I accept the fee...
Baby girl...
You really rock my world
You Own it
My discolored Taste
you toned it
and Not to mention
my Unfocus Attention
you honed it
Youre as close as a clone Gets
To an angel
I swear my life was in mangles
Until you showed me
It was possible
to Untangle
The Tangled
Uh huh
its Only YoU I adore
You Who I pefer
You Who I lean Towards
Not neglecting phsyics
So Im falling towards you
And not neglecting the real
Which Means Im falling for you...
Im Falling for you
Im
Im
Im Falling For you *Yeah*
Im Falling for you
Im
Im
Im falling for you *Uh huh*
Vibing out all.....
Im Falling for you
Im
Im
Im falling for you....
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Rather Feel Pain (Than Feel Nothing at al)

*Clears THroAT*
What is My Calling?
What is my Purpose?
Just Because I want too recieve a little bit more
does that make me selfish?
I Want too be happy too!
Not Just Make my love ones Content
Im a loving person
but its only so Far I can Bend....
If there's a opposite road I couldve gone down
Now I know I shouldve went!
Instead of living in the past...and regreting time Spent..
But Wait There's More!
I dont know what love is anymore....
When I thought I was sure of its existance
It just showed me I shouldve been resistant
It's a BEAUTIFUL Thing...
Dont get me wrong
But without Loving the ChANce Of Love..
it could Leave you Dumbfounded with A bad ass Grudge...
As I grow older and Older, the world gets alot colder to..
YOu See and witness things that makes you Lose hOpe..
You also Lose People that gave you HOpe
You also Lose People that gave you HOpe
Your mind is stuck inside a paradox Maze And there's No way 2 go!
You're stuck in a gloomy haze....
You take different paths..
But still end up where you began..
with a broken mOrale..
and A smile that just hides the grim
You fall into a Almost Never ending struggle !
Financial problems
family problems
No matter what u do there is always Trouble...
You want too give up and Just Go With the flow!
You Wanna pUt all the worriez behind you and just live on the GO
Things have 2 get brighter!
But as of right now I see no light....
Welcome to the journey too happiness..
Welcome to the journey too happiness..
SOme say its a everlasting Fight
However!
No matter what pain I feel
I have too stand TALL!
Because I rather feel pain...
Than feel nothing at all....
~~~~ aNother Poetic PoeM bY tha SeNsational! the 3motional THa magnificent! the bundle OF Love! THa Angels treat from ABoVE! Tha gOds Gift too GiRLS! let Me TommyTOmM RocK yo WorLD!
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