Down & Out

Stress + Regrets = I need to make a change..
I cant look into my past for helpbecause nothing is the same
I have only a handfull of people i can talk to
and even they are being re-evaluated as we speak...

Feeling like the scumb of the earth
No haircut
Phone is off
Rents due
Car is broke down again

I need to make a change but where do i begin?



My Dreams always shoved to the side because im just trying to stay alive
This aint livingThis is called "barely getting by"

I rather have my life come to a end today
If nothing but mediocrity is promised to come my way

I know its up to me to try to make a change
but dammit ive been trying!
And have nothing to show for it but strain...
and ofcourse, inner pain.

.Its hard to smile anymore
even through laughter

Yall might think my life is good on the outside looking in

But honestly being in it is a living disaster..
where did I go wrong?
Ive always been a generous man
but when i need a helping hand
No ones there to even comfort me
or atleast try & act like they understand

Life is craaaaazy
And im A BROKEn MAN

Pun intended